Im crying everyones tears
how am I blessed?
when will someone have the guts to stare into whole eyes?
So finally I can stare back an say "they win whenever your soul dies"
And I ask you? Do you think I notably say this nervously?
answer is no I write poetry to show you I have soul purposely,
do you have a soul as me?
will anyone agree!?
And see this kitchen can get as hot as that lower furnace be
With a fever my burning hands sweat as I try to do everything ernestly
Why is it that with your eyes you can only be a listener!
can you be the one who will point me to an air conditioner?
don't you see if you have no plan
if in life's kitchen you have no fan,
especially when another's lies your conceiving it's true
You need yourself most when no ones believing in you
For a second in life if you stop you can hear it,
the lone sigh's of my own crys mixing in with your spirit,
Quickly my imagination gets hit by the consequences
which one should win? imagination or common senses?
People see me like this screen 2D understand they can't figure yet,
in life people light me up or throw me away im like a cigarette,
are you addicted? mentally restricted? not seeing your gifted?
a person must not be high enough if they wanna be lifted
same drama everyday driving on my ill fear
tell me why don't you leave now? why are you still here?
standing their with no approach like you don't know me,
yet this is proof that in reality you wanna know and study me closely,
will you contact me and go beyond?
or will you choose to not see me or even respond
whats the difference between you an I?
we can relate together if you too wanna come through an fly,
Materialistic some really can't see the wealth,
It's helping yourself before you ask help from someone else
Im never afraid to be quickly judged and left
I understand we all make mistakes I too committed theft,
people mix an blind, how the hell am I supposed to see you as an individual?
Sometimes I wanna be like everyone else forget being original,
Crying tears although nobody see's them because their invisible
every new day I build an obsession to wipe away transgression,
what wins aren't the sins, but simply I mention the question
I haven't accomplished everything yet, will their be no tommorow?
I don't know so sometimes I become the King of Sorrow...