Thursday, December 1, 2011

feeling blank

Whats left? whats left...a common smile provoked by my action

Attention an laughter silently stolen and haunted by satisfaction

grind down, grind down on me

stare at the gray sky

today I

solemnly stole your courage playing through fray lie

lay down and ask you to agree

from a gray sky

how frustrating must your vision be?

listen we

should really split up quick an leave

forget tears I don't wanna be sick to grieve

your minds slow we know your just another hoe in the row

never thought girls could get this low with the flow

hating on me how am I not a rapper?

well tell me when before or after?

It doesn't matter fact

im leaving ghost like a cataract

hit Alice in wonderland witha mad hatter act

in life you hear the batter pact

guys see the pitch is to seize riches

got 3rd base glitches with these bitches

no lead equals no pencils claiming you hard

I don't have a point my aiming is barred

for starters I don't stab people I ghostly kill

through words of deception I mostly will

kill aspirin poisoned girls an roast the pill

frying brain cells I won't boast the skill

I ain't Ill im just depressed

sometimes I be stressed

from thoughts repressed

she played the game an shoulda reguessed

Im a human twister

an my minds a bruising blister

my lifes theme is a dream

through a scream an scheme

poetry + a cookie = my poem

this is another one of my poem raps peace.

I write this with poetic convalescence
The worlds righteous medic essence
hemophilic bloody bastard with money plastered mind muddy pastured in the roots of time with demon wings screaming things lined a gleaming contusion a blind fiend in illusion defined its a seeming obtrusion second chances passed to slow dances of victories romances my cupid inclined to throw lances!
We are not the same a million in difference ink boils my vain insignificance what will drive me to pursue wildly my soul that quietly floats by hells boats an swells quotes of other torturous victims scorcher thus dictums
Can only face you if you conceal your eyes heartless beating the race through the feel of your lies depleting the cries of my mind that trace through
I don't spit my body’s liquidness confiscated the breath
So I rain down looking upon you the one that contemplated a death
this pretense a rumor you'd think im an emo with a sense of humor
a ride of trial by error here we go my minds now a dense consumer
of vision long and breached too short in strife to see a grudge
an angel in hell that reached a court of life who? you be the judge

inspired by Radio Head: Paranoid Android

I think this one is better.

The good the bad and life

poem


you fly you see the sky to be

the sun it shines close by truly

your goals come clear perfect vision

these souls around you talk you listen

one dream of greatness

death is far from lateness

you yell in pain as well as slain

the night is dark the fight can spark

a fear no hope a tear to cope

give up give up no repetition

stabbed in the back by hatreds ambition

tricked from the start is failure your mission?

people walked around you they spin you sang

asking questions in gray color of yin an yang

gotta big plan you guessed it baby your right

really am fighting going crazy tonight

running the track, running a family, running insanity

calm breath holding composure my life's a stunning calamity.

bored.....

when facebook asks me what im doing I wanna say:

im sitting here typing with nothing to do,

ok I gotta life I was bluffing it's true,

I gotta do my homework raise my GPA,

get a car or steal one just like GTA,

don't know if I can mold my life, but clay might,

I need dough so I hustle in dark till daylight,

im not a slacker im just running out of motivation

feel slow for real though like there's no relation

everything is a blur I need some correlation

mind stuck in space in this lowly station

between action an thought

dam look at what distraction has brought

tripping slipping I now see traction I sought

ima stop procrastinatin erasing these schemes

of wasting time an start chasing my dreams

giving up makes you weaker an it can be a hollowing slash

I see some scared of their dreams so they're following cash...

Im on my own so here we go..............

dedicated to anyone who can relate...................



everyday is a resolution

a revolution

my conclusion of this world

a delusion i've been twirled

am I winning or losing?

feels like im spinning this choosing

making me tired breaking perspired

blatantly fired brazenly wired


Im on my own here we go!


common my vision blurry

bombing decision hurry

calm an im given worry

in my palm I envision thirty

enemies there all plotting against me

with bare arms I fight there weaponry deadly

eyes heavy an red im refusing to blink

im ready no dread never choosing to sink


Im on my own here we go!


But if anyone wants to face me the hour is here

Im not the average opponent that will cower in fear

If you knock me down I’ll get back up an keep on swinging

I’ll take all the pain an give it back I don’t care what your bringing

An it’s the people you care about that can make it the worst

Sometimes your cursed when they leave you an that’s when it hurts

But im learning an all my demons now I sever within

Learning to prevail from life now until forever again


Im on my own here we go............

.......

I thought that I found you

greeting dismay

that paradoxical mind intrigue's me

sneaking through day

im trying to hide from the ocean

seeking to stay

I fear I have to go

contemplation eating away

this fascination incantation

unexplainable unobtainable

how one moment we can live

we start to speak an give

each other such a change of glimpse

one moment your gone one moment your there

disappearing to the sky into the air

you think someone would care if you were to be here no more?

well I would an since I could you can leave here so soar

being your presence lets me ardor your done

because the more of you I get the farther I run

you got what you wanted

my mind you have haunted

an when seen quickly daunted

quiet emotions been taunted

its amazing how I see you in such fascination

that I took you through journeys in my imagination

we went many places and enjoyed many events

saw all of the awe that life daily presents

I see you through seconds and tomorrow will spry

I like you too much so this is my sorrow goodbye.

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

The difference between an mc an a rapper

When it comes to being a rapper it don't play by me

cuz being an mc is simply fuckin sick like HIV

I got recognition don't need A-I-D's

you best not let me stencil, cuz please

I'll hit you with my mental disease

an write period till the pencil just bleeds

look in the sky cuz im hella fly when I speak

climbing mountain tops when im on my peak

I don't make cents, ain't it confusing great...

im phat, gotta get on track to start losing weight

underground rap like they been stored with a flame

female hip hop heads check me cuz they board in the game

rappers can cry me a river, im bringing mc back

Im not saying im dope, but this is evidently crack

so go ahead brother blast a line, cuz im fast with mine

a new hunger like im past my spine I rhyme with vast design.