Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The plan for today:

The plan for today is:

Health:
10 Hand stand pushups
Max pull ups

Business:
Learn programming C++ Else statements and spend at least 4 hours programming.

Relationships:
Talk to 1 friend about business.
Talk to my wonderful girlfriend and talk about our Christmas plans.
Find/plan a place to go to for a networking event.
Get two CEO's to call for tomorrow morning at 8:00 am.

A change in my path....

As a lot of you know, I am into business and entrepreneurship. I love music and hip hop, but I always considered it more of a hobby even though it would be cool to put together an album one day. I've quit writing 16 bars a day because hip hop is amazing, but not my top priority in life right now. I first started writing as a way to leave whatever troubled me in a rap and now I don't really find I need that anymore. I want to become and entrepreneur the most, so I have to make that my priority...yes its true, I've decided that writing 16 bars a day isn't most productive for me anymore. I will post up new lyrics, but only if I have the time. Sorry for the change, but I haven't been able to focus as much lately.

The good news is that the blog will continue, I hope you guys enjoy the posts. My top three priorities in my life are Health, Relationships and Business, which is what this blog will be about and whatever else my life revolves around time to time. My new motivation for this blog is to inspire to succeed as you read about my successes and feel your not alone with your failures because I have a ton of those too.

My daily schedule right now is: Wake up, have a great breakfast, exercise, shower ect, improve my business life and improve the relationships with the ones I'm around.

In terms of Health: I'm in ok shape right now, but my goal is to have a 6 pack be able to do 10 hand stand push ups with no wall and 30 pull ups.

In terms of Business: I need to learn more about everything, but I also love technology and figure I need programming skills to be able to make my own products.

In terms of relationships: I have a great girlfriend and family, but I just need to spend more time with them. Also I need to build more relationships with business people who I can later work with or can give me advice.

Stay in tune because I'll be uploading my progress with each one of these at the end of everyday around 9:00 pm. Also you may find some bars written every once in a while when I have time. :)

Sunday, December 4, 2011

16 bars a day 6 topic: My girlfriend

My girlfriend has me addicted like heroine
My world spins around her like a whirlwind
I'm twirling thinking about what we've been through
in school we kept it secret like ninjutsu
then too many people started asking questions
that's when guessing started about my sessions
where you been? with who? why are you smiling a lot
"your whiling I've got a clue its a girl driving you hot"
Now I'm in a spot where everything's official
clearer than crystal I'm in it for the long haul with you
its true things aren't perfect it gets rainy sometimes
but still we both work it never acting crazy we shine
an lately I wind up thinking about you more than usual
whole and beautiful before you life was truly dull
we're like two birds of a feather and your my dove too
Roses are Red Violets are Blue and I love you

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Saturday, December 3, 2011

16 bars a day 5 topic: Revolution

check it chickens,

I spit the sickest
you may say that lines ridiculous
but I swear every time I say it I get lifted
my heads shifted
in another world with my dreams coming true
I've read scriptures bout mc's spitting guns and jewels
I need wisdom so "pimpin playa" once your through
Watch me open up minds like Stevie Wonder dude
I'm wonderful an won a few praises from a others who
gun it through this world are handicapped, but still run it too
do math dude your out for a count my ones and two's are cunning truth
they'll make the place shake from under fools
I've sprung the few who can re-engineer and stun the youth
bringing back what is ours see what we want the truth!
so flaunt an drool while we launch some schools
plunder duel and do anything to gain back our freedom
if your a ghost heathen we've been huntin you for your cheatin


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16 bars a day 4 topic

Grinding...

Back in the days I used to be amazed
how much I could accomplish when set ablaze
I spit fire with liter fluid engraved
so while your stuck in the maze
I fight and punch out my way
I wasn't ordinarily an animal
I'm a beast by design
I became this tactical
just to feast with the lions
Here to seize what is mine
so bob an weave with my lines
or you'll be knocked out
locked out an deceased with the times
I'm the king of the new school
with the philosophies of Socrates
killin this aristocracy
I don't need guap an cheese I want property
so I can own land be my own man an start walking free.

Thursday, December 1, 2011

16 bars a day 3 topic: friends

don't feel like writing bars today...but lets do it...

Billy was a kid that got beat up in school
He wanted to relax put his feet up act cool
deemed class brat his classmates said he wasn't a class act
and if they saw him get praised he'd get smashed flat
so straight A's were a phase he'd move past fast
just cuz he wanted to fit in an not be laughed at
he'd make them acknowledge him he said that's that!
studied kids that got play tryin to be as fat
kept a journal of it all in his back pack...
He learned that good grades were for people called dorks
an what should make him be equal was force
got a punching bag to be lethal in sports
cuz brute strengths better than brains, which is feeble of course
so here comes the part where we see some remorse
Billy found friend named Jimmy and Jimmy said to billy
you don't wanna miss out of my lifestyle really
blow this ish now everything will be nice now billy
just get iced out and the girls will be like wow illy
then billy met kitty a kiddy he thought was pretty
she was skinny an freely did whatever he wanted until she
asked him to make the relationship long term
he thought he was on the road of success now watch everything take the wrong turn...

16 bars a day 3 topic: friends

don't feel like writing bars today...but lets do it...

Billy was a kid that got beat up in school
He wanted to relax put his feet up act cool
deemed class brat his classmates said he wasn't a class act
and if they saw him get praised he'd get smashed flat
so straight A's were a phase he'd move past fast
just cuz he wanted to fit in an not be laughed at
he'd make them acknowledge him he said that's that!
studied kids that got play tryin to be as fat
kept a journal of it all in his back pack...
He learned that good grades were for people called dorks
an what should make him be equal was force
got a punching bag to be lethal in sports
cuz brute strengths better than brains, which is feeble of course
so here comes the part where we see some remorse
Billy found friend named Jimmy and Jimmy said to billy
you don't wanna miss out of my lifestyle really
blow this ish now everything will be nice now billy
just get iced out and the girls will be like wow illy
then billy met kitty a kiddy he thought was pretty
she was skinny an freely did whatever he wanted until she
asked him to make the relationship long term
he thought he was on the road of success now watch everything take the wrong turn...

16 bars a day 2 topic: regrets

I wish I never would've wrote this
then I wouldn't ever sever the clock an get quoted
its noted that the past can't change so why regret its hopless?
but as I focus on my mistakes they tear me open
and I get into a pattern that makes me starts choking
I've broken these habits before, but they keep cloaking
an soaking up more of my time so I'm stuck times up
dry luck or was it lack of will that made me lie cut?
end of the day and here comes a new one
line up all my regrets and my thoughts are too gone
when your spinning out of control how do you stop it?
gone like a rocket time spews I'm confused without logic
stuck in a project feeling out an boxed in looking toxic
getting off this trail of misery seems like its not an option
but as we stare into the future the past disappears
regret gets clear an we put down this flask of fear
Ripping off the the damage of which this mask adheres
best to live each day as if its your last as we pass the years

16 bars a day 1

so...I broke my laptop today
no hope like my lifes gonna drop away
I was so stoked until I got computer problems
so I went on fail blog because I was too disheartened
finally after watching other failures I feel little better
though I'm sad me an me laptop have to part since we've been together
I'm in this weather where it rains non-stop
so I have to open my eyes and see beyond drops
because...sometimes my vision gets blurry at times
I waste seconds when I write and hurry the rhymes
I could think everything through...
but instead I speed up like average menacing dudes
many sing tunes
while I try and say the logic
days sway a lot since
I feel I'm stuck in this inane game
a picture speaks a thousand words? what about the main frame?

Multitasking

Every second I feel like i'm multi-tasking
never fully asking what I've accomplished
running in circles trying to monetize nonsense
I've proselytized problems, I try to stand up an rise honest
If I knew the step I need to take I'd take it
but I'm trying to take all of them with flagrance
some say I don't have the patience
I've left the road to being rich and famous blazed since
I started spitting fire for my own amazement
an so I say this because I'm stuck in the matrix
of not knowing whether to follow music or business
so I do both and its resulted in an abusive consistence
usually I'm in this cycle daily until I see sleep
I wake up and repeat replay trying to be elite
It's like striving to be great makes you worse
but I'll keep pushing this until I break or burst.

A way with words...

Often times I philosophize like a lot of guys
I optimize the present, but make my problems rocket science
Once I heard an acquaintance say this...
I don't know...anyone since I don't have the patience...
shoot...ima flying for greatness...an May miss,
was the time I heard you say this...he has a way with words
well which way is...the one you speak of
I think we fall in all directions before we reach love
the three words that make boys men and the meek hug...
I don't know, what drives me death is what makes sleep rush
I have a lot on my plate, but nothing to eat
so I can't be stuck in defeat or I'll be chucked in the street
bluffing for beats, I'll do anything to make it out alive
I can't take this bout my pride
equals that of a kid, I'm always down to ride....

Hip hop

I stare into the light looking for an answer
though I can't bare its bright I feel like a dancer
chained to the sight of my current condition
so at night I write to this beat, enduring hells kitchen

Trying find a place to switch the hands of time
trying to change my phenotype an my damn design
trying to stop my negative verdicts I'm judgmental
my heads a courtroom of problems its not coincidental

the same things I hate you for I'd probably do the same
guess I can't accept myself for getting through this pain
I'd be promiscuous too if it wasn't for my family
having me thinking deeply of them an humanity

though we are not the same...we are not equal
I never blame past mistakes on other people
I see myself and how every second is lethal
taking advantage of life knowing my time is feeble



I'm sorry for the promises and the twists and the turns
I know your lost in this...left in the mist an it burned
the consequence of ignorance an bliss no concerns
well what goes around comes around so this was just earned

not my business I heard...guess then ima witness that's hurt
this shit is absurd so I'll just paint pictures with words
guess anything is possible in this world when dick is concerned
fuck you chick I deserved someone without the sleazes deferred

should have been clean from the start
that was so mean and its hard
to forgive an forget but I'm not screamin my heart
lies with you though I'm stuck just to dream in the dark

An now you want somebody that's always done whats right
im not just anybody I had fun, but in light
so you can take your problems and live it out trife
but my friend said it best you can't turn a hoe into a housewife.

dedicated to hip hop

blah

im...
goin insane knowin that pain
has me open in vain
chokin an slain in lifes ocean im prayin
soaked in the rain stoked with some gain
spoke to the fame flowin again
slowin to train those lost
im so crossed in cold frost
my souls glossed ina hole tossed
burnin up feelin rocky
hopin its not me
topsy an I can't stop see
losin is ugly when your confused in this country
cruise for the money while others have no shoes an their hungry
...im waiting for a realization
yet time doesn't wait its racin
circling the world in flotation....

lol ads;lfjas; I don't think I made any sense here.

Earth

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too ill for the mainstream cuz I've been purified
easy from here to Fiji I free the people who denied
the true ones tied of thoughts that ride waves of suicide
flow like water in ice cold blood streams you have died

too hot for the summer I make em set down under
ima smooth talker a true walker you a loud runner
a crowd hunter, see I don't need any to take notice
I stay focused like one of gods suns an shake oceans

my styles melodic I use it to move tectonics with phonics
platinum gold or onyx im about the Earth its ironic
the electronic amps that are bumpin in my system
are part of the damp human soul where abyss stems

in this lens as wind blows an people bend those
suspenseful seconds of lovely life I mend woes
a rotten trend shows that people have forgotten nature
sadly turning H2O into common vapor

you can't stop

you can't stop because when you stop moving your dyin
people rant a lot please don't equate losing with tryin
cuz as soon as your flyin there's a chance you'll fall
just stand up tall cuz if you don't you'll never dance at all
romance is called love, but you should love yourself first
look down at tears an you won't see what your well worth
I tell spurts of wisdom here an there on a daily basis
I know lifes crazy mazes entangle me to hazy faces
I may be faceless, but just look in the mirror for an answer
never fear of what your after it all gets clearer with some laughter
If lifes a play then fear is just an actor, so see it through
if you trip flip the script an keep it cool never be untrue
your free to do anything as long as you don't paralyze
beware the cries, notice the sulking never prepare to rise
stare at eyes and see the zombies they were too scared
while you stared through the darkness going few dared

peace

stay consistent

you'd swear the way I'm playing the game I have a cheat code
stare an see me sprayin these flames i'm in delete mode
gettin rid of all problems check the process its unconscious
like a prophet or a rich man I can't put up with non-sense
beyond dense like a supernova in a stellar explosion
can't comprehend the movements like Helen Keller in motion
flow developin oceans plus I attack in sight well in the open
the world I fell in is smokin so im breakin out till its frozen or hell is explodin
that was back then the me that you used to know
I'm changing fast an the new me gets too confused to slow
see questions I ask now are too great I don't have time to play
if I space out I quickly come back to earth when im astray
and im afraid but I admit it stare fear in the eyes an shine today
an if im its prey I join the hunt hands closed til it climbs away
watch as I rose to it's grave writin bars with this line bouquet
time is gray so I fill up frames as new designs portray

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always working my strength quitting is like flirting with death
learning to prep my best while others are lurking in debt
earning my rep I'm spittin till flippin an hurtin my breath
like Hercules "I can go the distance" never concerning the length
but if size matters then i'ma goliath on an ant hill
moving people while makin battles a stand still
I am ill write my diagnosis share wit my clan stilll
I happen whena MC hammer gets hit witha anvil
call me dirt as I work completin the world like a landfill
your more of a mouse than Mickey im the boss like Mantel
man tell ya team they can't touch me im sucha kicker an
snickerin cuz I rip an kick it so hard your fires flickerin
ya bickerin? i'm quicker an sicker kill men for stickers friend
I love to torture a opponent with disownment so pick an end
even if your oprah your mistaken to Winfrey
cuz even if I lose dude im taken you with me

lol just messin

Hip Hop Poem

I faint sweet while seeing life run before me sprained deep
as friends paint streets I stay up watchin my babe sleep
exposing fake cheats keeping eyes open on fake sheep
as hate creeps with goals larger than Fifa critics gate keep
what they states weak, but with her I saw my faith leap
I pace weeks together off an on watchin her face weep
today's steep I saw her with other dudes, but its ok slowly
act smoothe like Don Juan, but you won't get close no way Jose
they act like shes into drinkin, drugs, gucci an prada
but truly this drama has left my heart unruly in armor
you see the problem the closer I get the bigger chances of hurt
she dances with jerks I'm on the sideline with our romance in the dirt
temptin me, but im not empty see when grieving steadily
im readily going back to her in a spur endin up breathin heavily
roses are red violets are blue, but I'm addicted too lips
speakin of her till I die her names Hip Hop shes where the truth is.

I'm unstoppable

I'm unstoppable like a cheese pizza un-toppable bitch
I gotta spit this just to show you a human rocket exists
im on lock get the gist punchlines are like a rock is my fist
makin you swear tupac does exist then you get caught in a mist
disappear for a year found in the ground chopped up to bits
a practice target gettin outsmarted dont start it your not ahead DUMMY
this is like Ted Bundy versus a low slow hoe tryna give head to me
so superman i'm flyin through time on tracks gettin all Lanes lost
game glossed won the battle before it started Jesus you came crossed
Lebron James boss ima vast voyager vagabond made to be a star
paid to see you scar your fire? whats a supernova weighed to three cigars?
afraid to flee my bars are killin like ima caveman with club hits
your sayin some dum shit actin like your crap has brain it comes with
make like Blaine you dum tricks or end up gettin flamed by my pun sticks
framed with no gun cliques I'm picture perfect your maimed stunned quick
leavin you in spots this sons sick while you put poo on your shoe just too run shit

AMERICA

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I wanna impart bliss, but feel heartless cuz the day is all the same
questioning my smartness trying to travel where far is I fall in change
spun by quarters of stares heads staring at me stuck to a ball an chain
am I small an plain? guess its 50/50 I don't know what I haul is pain
covered by green I leave the grass alone not seein if my mental is proper
am I machine stuck in this dream of schemes made up of metal an copper
do I peddle improper ideas cuz my doubts in motion inside a maze of tokens
im amazed by broken souls who wander around in a fray not spoken
today im frozen and to escape I just wait for the sunlight
does Captain America save me from the hate of a gunfight
all the hysteria cuz of my relationship and I divorced this dominion
WashingTon's of my fathers sins trying to force an opinion
tryna to speak is weak these animals treat us like hoarse children
I see some caught in a watered down track stuck in a coarse schism
well...I guess they call em bars cuz in the end they force prison
down on all fours living to pray out of this poor system

life is nothing but a dream so wake up

life is nothing but a dream so wake up
dogs keep bitin looking like a fake pup
I break stuff just to get attention sometimes
not knowing why is how I live with tension in rhymes
I spit bars to escape an jump out the window
caught with no tape, my opponents have been slow
scared no brains an its like im made out of tin so
I follow the yellow brick road played like nintendo
distractions just pulling back all of my actions
with factions rulin the world silent with captions
the message gets blocked in your head im restless
come test this my lifes dwindling down with the reckless
but I use hexes an black magic through rap tactics
to get back at it an smack tragic fools that are half plastic
emotion is an ocean that blinds dreams an land
ima stop working hard an let go of the schemes at hand

...I spin a rhyme to intertwine the finish line an sin in shine...

...I spin a rhyme to intertwine the finish line an sin in shine...
I been divine for kin in mind yet wintertime is coldest..
...would you let the world eat but remain homeless?
my phone is ringing with people lethal holding gold less
abusing the toll I speak to everyone pursuing a goal
doing whats told, but my biggest fears losing control
choosing to roll...on with problems playing the dice
laying my life on the moment, yet its straying from lights
swaying to heights back an forth daily saying advice
I stray in the fights day to day blindness fraying my sights
away as I write action becomes the hardest to handle
as an artist I dangle on stage where my heart is to gamble
the largest will scramble as soon as they remember the doom
lifes splendor will bloom, but the elephant still enters the room
so center the doom in your head then get rid of the hatred
cuz if you don't you'll stay hid makin your brain sedated

I think I might be getting better...

check it yo yo,

the topic willllllllll beeeeeeeeeeee...I don't know let me just write for fun a little.....

your rap is crap like you got shit to say
nothing but saliva bastards spit away
this ain't a game for fame I use wit to play
any fake no skilled hoe a mix like night hit the day
you critics can't classify or harm me
my lyrics will amplify and swarm thee
with more soul than the dead of the army
spitting blarney you ain't deep Barney
your barred see an hardly as smart as me
im the reincarnated version of Andrew Carnagie
like Snickers is helping the poor these bars are free
imprisoned in a system but got to much scars to see


warmed up now here we go.......lets create a chorus...




times passing an I don't know where im headed

everything's clashing an my life has been shredded

it felt slow mo today past moments played in my head

left confused I wonder if I shoulda stayed in my bed


yo,

been 9 days so far an shit don't make sense

trying to find my father time, but got no patience

wait since I was a kid I could remember

relations of anger and smoldering ember

I don't know though can't debate whether im hot

getting better or not? right now words stuck together I spot

problems everywhere infront and behind see

an epidemic is spreading embedding me blindly

not on lock just looking at the clock the hands bind me

not the type to act nice, but will flip you off kindly

half a man half a shadow stuck in the dust

half a plan full of sad woe crutches my lust

self disrupt needa get up before I destruct

self corrupt I can't just let myself erupt

looks like I gotta wait and gather my energy

searching for positivity or rather Identity...


times passing an I don't know where im headed

everything's clashing an my life has been shredded

it felt slow mo today past moments played in my head

left confused I wonder if I shoulda stayed in my bed


Sometimes I feel like a demon version of man

headed nowhere just screaming certain I span

into a thought I taught this is the one I shake with the diction

asking if have you heard of this murderous lake in description?

its great when position has you up over the edge

but fates contradiction has me falling closer to pledge

these fake mob sharks going crazy with no flow

as time sparks im starting to think maybe im loco

swimming across this world for 18 years making a livin

making decisions throwing bars down like im making a prison

frustration quickly becoming dissipation when given

beef fightin for my plate of cake in the kitchen

satan has driven all of this bacon addiction

raking the system cats bite like a snake with no vision

im stakin some wisdom im not here to fake my precision

you can quake in the fiction just don't take the constriction

im not playin just sayin we can make a brake if you listen...


times passing an I don't know where im headed

everything's clashing an my life has been shredded

it felt slow mo today past moments played in my head

left confused I wonder if I shoulda stayed in my bed

grinded it out

check it before spring quarter starts so here we go lol just gonna write down some bs an have some fun,

I got lyrics an rhymes

taken by spirits sometimes

but no ghost writer

your a fake supposed fighter

but you can't stop me

Im like Ali leaving you Rocky

best respect with no altercation

cuz im holy your at the altar hatin

haters are about to falter waitin

run this rap game like Walter Payton

handling booths like im a porter in flounce

it's spring quarter, but I ain't got a quarter to bounce

im as broke as a joke

need money to make

so I provoke many folk

for that honey an cake

confused don't know how to start making the cash

so im dumpster diving now poor so im taking the trash

yes this is the mind set of a blind rapper

who is secretly an undercover bind actor

maybe I could set a day

an we could all get away

from the problems that make us shake in the acts

of never trusting, just busting not facing the facts

taking a step maybe the wrong be cautious

but take it anyways an don't be obnoxious

maybe there's a god, but he lost us

quit because of the tiring losses

lol I can be kinda depressing

pressing different thoughts im repressing

messing with the blessing of freedom

expressing an stressing dope till you plea dum...



grinded it out......

check it,


Vlad's back an fresh on the scene

dope like crack an meth on the screen

I don't know whats fresh to death an I mean

180 im back after a breath like your spleen

I shoulder the greatest its assassination

come check out the latest application

I flow with a spell in mass salvation

Jesus im nice like Christ with collaboration

yup rap fast with high pace

outside the computer box in myspace

never on track cuz I race

run the track with shoes with fly lace


blah blah blah man im runnin out of shit to say lol need some inspiration.

decision, decisions

Decisions decisions,

conviction imprisons

my train of thought

is insane I ought

to forget the past inquiry

my mind will spin to free

all of life's answers its systematic

I can't stop like an addict in an attic

with grammatic rhyme of dope

a line like coke you can't cope

the white torture

brain scorcher on a journey

through tongue twisters that turn thee

connecting to your head like hair there curly

or straight to the point this fate is swirly

cheating on this black hole

decisions can be bashful

recycling the past dull

when choices were a trash hull

an hour glass with a spoiled grain

wrong choice making unsoiled slain

instigation in the population

by exploration equals deprivation

when hesitation is our relegation

elevation driven by prison's congregation

the heart beat of the concrete jungle

where decisions are vain an defeat the humble

making your aorta bleed in need to mumble

strange, but the sorta speed makes us stumble

trapped on the middle road

but slowed down by a riddle a code

spacing until the stars faded

wrong choice even if reincarnated

eating a whole soul as we elapse

gotten the rotten on track I wanna see laps

eye on the sun an the glitter flare is on

picking inquisition through this marathon

bored an stored into a hell

hoard a chord to break this spell

stuck dry atoms flow into this well

wrong way all along making a wound

strong sway baking the stray

no connection just emotion of free sense

a detection of recollection no pretense

chosen to be fat like im blubbery

foreign like humus a discovery

problems of taste a growing cavity

bloody red river mind flowing rapidly

tangling sarcasm can I be any blunter

wrangling many to fly free as a hunter

shooting ideas between lines like a punter

an easy breezy wind we all shunter

dark cynicism inside a psycho paws them

mystery lost in history held by a microcosm

eruption of physics

construction of mystics

off the top a tick tock in a joint

smoking away at the face with no point

a mathematical equation with a minus no plus

when ignorance is like a camera without focus



yo, yo, yo,

my life is like a movie reel it should

be convulsed full of thought an feel so good

yet I spend my days broke an confused

standing in the dark choking I used

every grain of time to speak in blabber

so many full of shit they reek an stagger

mind distracted refracted like hypnosis

stuck in a paradigm I don't know if anyone knows this

but im stuck in a shell with asbestosis

asking for help like I got halitosis

blankly screening myself wondering why

I don't brush my teeth as times thundering bye


lol I gotta brush my teeth goodnight.

Promise

Promise



A promise is nothing, but rust

be careful about who you trust

a promise is nothing, but dust

it can blow you away to combust


yo,

I shouldn't of been listening

but I was hot an those words were like air conditioning

the sun on my back glistening

tired from life expired from sinning you were like christening

everyday with another sentence you could say

anyway didn't know you'd play an you would sway

the true good day

making my blue hood gray

transforming every thing around me

imagination holds no boundary

an you would tempt till I learned to let go

I stabbed myself in the heart with a stiletto

couldn't kick it with you, so I got an elbow

was it all your fault? ima say hell no

truthfully it was my fault brutally

making myself act blind cluelessly


Not knowing...

A promise can make you bust

be careful about who you trust

a promise is nothing, but dust

it can blow you away to combust


At first I lied to myself for the worst

I thought I'd burst stuck with this thirst

Been a couple of days now an recklessly

im having trouble your getting the best of me

torturing myself an my health restlessly

learning from mistakes I was blessed to see

your heart can be a prison like these bars are

past problems with a false belief scars far

should I ever have even held the persistence?

when in an instance a promise can spin sense

misleading thought with no resistance

stay close to a false promise an be left in the distance

guess that's what life is a promise you can make reality

fighting against time for the cake is tragedy

going through the past as the waltz dies

a promise will leave you dancing with false lies


Forget a promise I just want you to be honest

I said forget a promise I just want you to be honest.



peace an stay up =)

...Time

Check it the topic will be..........time.....

Tick tock as the second goes by

were frozen an nobody knows why

it varies like a roller coaster ride

your mind carries this solar side

feelings change from dark to light

surrounding influencing inner spark tonight

a moon crosses as an eclipse lays

tomorrow comes an changes in six days

you can't predict it's like a mix plays

on and on to till your body will fix daze

wake to another world discover twirled

causes your brother hurled, a color curled

in infinity all in a meaning of mist

does time change in heaven? does the evening exist?

we keep track screening the wrist

but sleep that eternal fate an hate weaning a list

cuz I got a lot of stuff to do

I hope that is enough for you

see most mothafuckers will let the minute slip by

I fight for every second when in it an grip sly

moments that pass us

my opponents molasses

just a another blabbin crow clown

kinda fallin gotta speed up while he's like slooooow dooown

woah now I can't let this flow drown

quickly swimming through time until people bestow crown

till then im speedy Gonzales

if you need me abolish

the part of your heart that's greedy be honest

the greasy sublime is to act very needy demolish

every consequence of common sense

looking at all of the fakes being beady the polish

wears of when your dirty an thirty so stay clean

older people forget not knowing what they mean

everything gets twisted like a metamorphic distorted

when wrong crowds time like stuff a whore chick supported

it can screw you over till u go suicide screaming Geronimo

regretting your circle messing up your sight when you gotta go

best make it likely you use it wisely every seconds a domino

stack em right keep track an fight for that light you outta know

that sometimes we make mistakes mentally

so you'll mess up your line accidentally

but essentially keep on stacking an making it last

eventually you'll get strong start escaping the past

i've been born in this passing premises

every since I saw my nemesis

a round face an oval ring tongue

young and old as the vocal sing sung

from the fabric of mind

causing static the blind

won't see when its wasting quick an actually

its funny how fantasy changes slick in reality

yes it may seem like an obstacle

but time can change the impossible

changing your optical to the unstoppable

as you breach an reach with a plausible

conclusion no ending it's a delusion

often times were in suspending confusion

the past can leave you entrapped

its fast how you can breathe wrapped

by the moment of excellence

the pain is change an time is evidence

being here in its residence

I set an steer my imminence.

...Time

Check it the topic will be..........time.....

Tick tock as the second goes by

were frozen an nobody knows why

it varies like a roller coaster ride

your mind carries this solar side

feelings change from dark to light

surrounding influencing inner spark tonight

a moon crosses as an eclipse lays

tomorrow comes an changes in six days

you can't predict it's like a mix plays

on and on to till your body will fix daze

wake to another world discover twirled

causes your brother hurled, a color curled

in infinity all in a meaning of mist

does time change in heaven? does the evening exist?

we keep track screening the wrist

but sleep that eternal fate an hate weaning a list

cuz I got a lot of stuff to do

I hope that is enough for you

see most mothafuckers will let the minute slip by

I fight for every second when in it an grip sly

moments that pass us

my opponents molasses

just a another blabbin crow clown

kinda fallin gotta speed up while he's like slooooow dooown

woah now I can't let this flow drown

quickly swimming through time until people bestow crown

till then im speedy Gonzales

if you need me abolish

the part of your heart that's greedy be honest

the greasy sublime is to act very needy demolish

every consequence of common sense

looking at all of the fakes being beady the polish

wears of when your dirty an thirty so stay clean

older people forget not knowing what they mean

everything gets twisted like a metamorphic distorted

when wrong crowds time like stuff a whore chick supported

it can screw you over till u go suicide screaming Geronimo

regretting your circle messing up your sight when you gotta go

best make it likely you use it wisely every seconds a domino

stack em right keep track an fight for that light you outta know

that sometimes we make mistakes mentally

so you'll mess up your line accidentally

but essentially keep on stacking an making it last

eventually you'll get strong start escaping the past

i've been born in this passing premises

every since I saw my nemesis

a round face an oval ring tongue

young and old as the vocal sing sung

from the fabric of mind

causing static the blind

won't see when its wasting quick an actually

its funny how fantasy changes slick in reality

yes it may seem like an obstacle

but time can change the impossible

changing your optical to the unstoppable

as you breach an reach with a plausible

conclusion no ending it's a delusion

often times were in suspending confusion

the past can leave you entrapped

its fast how you can breathe wrapped

by the moment of excellence

the pain is change an time is evidence

being here in its residence

I set an steer my imminence.

the thing I speak of is a part of me

Wasn't really feeling creative today, but I showed up.




the thing I speak of is a part of me

it rises sooner an later like art you see

it appears when we don't want it the most

and it endears me to flaunt it I boast

this thing, which I speak of happens unstoppably

and the odds that you experience it are probably

we hide it from ourselves like a thief in the night

it can change everything about a belief in mere sight

time makes it appear inevitably

it strikes us hard and soft regrettably

people don't move past it they cling and hold on

wrapping themselves in it creating a cold fawn

I hold mistakes like jewels in the past

I mold there takes while fools are cast

upon a spell quickly entrapped in the ways

that failure can free or imprison a lifetime of days.



peace and goodness.

"The day is Monday an you know how it goes"

Check it,

The day is Monday an you know how it goes

Catch me on BCC walking like a pimp, but no hoes

anyways it's finals an we were getting graded today

an I thought I did good so I paraded away

but when we got our papers back I was jaded an gray

I got a whack ass C! is the English teacher faded astray!?

she fucked my writing up without even kissing it

"An adequate thesis", but yo I wasn't missing shit!

72/100 it said grammar an punctuation could have been better

BUT THE ENGLISH LAB CHECKED IT! GRAMMAR MISTAKES? NEVER!!!

If you think this teacher is hard then im a believer

I'm so hot right now I think I got a fuckin fever!

lol it's cool that's the way school can be a trife go

I quickly left class, but here's today's lesson for life yo

Whenever you get bullshitted an it goes through the nerve

Don't leave the field stay an fight for what you deserve.

"I see a cute blond so I stop to give this honey advice"

alright this isn't gonna be no braggadocio stuff ima make all of these have some sort of lesson to em lol



Here we go, oh, oh, yo, yo, yo, this ain't serious, but its a good warm up rap.



First BCC day of the year an I would sway in the Fall,

you know me walking around like a playa an all,

Im feeling dope the weather is sunny an nice,

I see a cute blond so I stop to give this honey advice,

first I hesitate a bit, but it ain't a debate,

so fine ima make her mine an approach her straight,

now when it comes to women you know I use common sense

approached her gave out my hand using my confidence

I said "Hi my name is Vlad"

don't get me wrong yall not like my game is bad

but this line worked perfect an then I saw her smile

she gave me her name an we would talk for a while

we had the same first class together an it wasn't likely

that she was a smart blond and left handed just like me!

I was impressed an my imagination was tantalizing

cuz about this girl I started fantasizing

you know what happens to us guys this stuff has been plain

she sat next to me knees connecting I was going insane!

she was like perfect an even 1 year younger

next day she even gave me her phone number!

An I was happy as happy as playa can be,

but she had a boyfriend an it wasn't me!

Now I ain't lying I speak truthfully kids

when somethings to good to be true it usually is


there's your first lesson an it's a little over 16 bars, but hey I was on a roll lol peace

A breath of fresh Air

yo,

I need a breath of fresh air with the way life is going

I keep a straight face in this game no problems showing

A couple of days ago I stayed up all night

in the morning a friend asked me if I was alright

I looked up an smiled she was pretty, young an naive

so I said I was fine, but really I didn't want her to leave

after she left me I thought about the way that I act

leading her on about love, but really I play with the fact

that there all perfect each girl I meet an see in their own way

so I don't sweat it ima probably end up being alone hey

that's the way life goes we can't all be winning this race

or else no one would brag about first or second place

the ones who don't have love cannot comprehend

what it really is are there signals someone can send?

some kind of message that is simple an quick to see?

or maybe everyone with "love" is obsessed with trickery

everyone that doesn't have it they stare an there strung

while im here losing breath trying to put some air in my lung


yo,

I ain't afraid I'll tell you that I do get scared

but only times when it's dark and my visions impaired

an when I can't see strikes tellin you that I cared

that I actually thought what I brought an I shared

did something

but lets quit the fronting

I wrote this to put you in some since given significance

lifes hard for those of you that don't think you make a difference

It amazes me at the sametime how others can be full of innocence

Living care free lives without the slightest hint of deliverence

I don't know yall it feels like something is missin

Like im at my house an just left the lights on in the kitchen

or a narcoleptic that forgot to take his prerscription

Or an Armenian with history lost like I was Egyptian

the sands of time awaiting me to make out my depiction

of this life I live full of habit everyday an addiction

trying to break this circle this cycle that I've been in

sorrounded by sinnin spinnin losing an winnin

people start falling so I pick em up an start believing

that maybe they need some of the oxygen im breathing


Last verse yo,

cell in a system can be so worthless

Missing the signal like my bars went out of service

feels like its night an im on a flight where the pilots dead

trying to find my mind im looking back at his righteous head

I grab the controls my brain rolls I see the other riders red

suddenly a little girl starts reminding me what the driver said

"you better start steering back to the way your were found"

stuck in a layer muck in the air I quickly see the ground

sound my heart pumps pound! I burn an turn the plane around

bound to the sky I fly witch ascension in another plain

mound in sense been dense these feelings I discover slain

All this time every second I've been holding my breath

they were all alive, while scared of love I was trapped by death

everyone else had air while I crashed on Earth the last one left

I gave em all what they wanted, but it was really all theft

because no one pushes you to succeed or acheive

but you have the power to fly as long as you breathe

pieces

these little pieces of words are all mc
im like a politician without a fuckin policy
you stupid fuckers ain't gettin no apology
get mad ima laugh at your ass cuz honestly
your lucky dummy I speak with honesty
just read this prophecy im a verbal prodigy
we can both be whatever we gotta be
but saying your a better rapper is a goddam lie
you wanna compare like I care fine I am why!?
cuz you suck dick take it in the ass an smoke a gram high
fuckin fake gangsters I'll smoke your whole scam die
bitch pussies love lion watch the lamb fry
you best respond too or end up in a sham spry
im just writing about haters like a robot
these words spurt to hurt there so hot
I spit missles an hit any tension you shot
practice till im flawless an you can't mention a spot
that needs perfection with the verbal extension I got
no detection of weakness with my ascension I plot
to be so fly I'll shoot you from sky with the attention I clot
you got a problem then go ahead an find me G
dum people say stupid shit an act like they kindly flea
get me pissed off for real an you will fuckin finally see
how ima turn into a devil that I can so blindly be
everyone is like flow! flow! while im on the dock still
an I freeze up with whack shit an hear the clock drill
shit seconds passin an I haven't even wrote shit yet
but be happy im honest an just don't quote spit bit
just cuz you recorded ain't shit your still all rookies in bilk
an fuck it you want a message I like cookies an milk

escape

now that I escape with the weight

of the seconds that rape my fate

on my shoulders im moving boulders

my inner ember smolders all you beholders

an old player, but now life's a game of spy chess

used to pawn pieces now it's all my queens I bless

your highness can't see me completely like an Iris

writing scriptures rare to the world like papyrus

oh my miss is shinning like a shooting star

want brain? I stem from a course rooting par

an invisible love that is really the mist

all fading in the world we don't ideally exist

im not malevolent

just benevolent

thoughts prevalent

trying to be excellent

80% of the battle is practice

the 20 left over is just an actress

dramatizing an discerning the fact is

didactic damage can lack wiz

opening up your mind is hard

whenever I find the scarred

I see there third eye is simply blind and barred

don't know though should I bind the charred?

trying to clean away the dirt cycling like laundry

again an again ghosts from the past they haunt me

a young juvenile

words I truly pile

skill in unruly style

it's a duly while

I broke past the verbal circle

out running every other gerbil

looking for a way out I change the process

stepping outside laundry room for progress

I wrote this to show you

I wrote this to show you

my mind rapping an what I go through

when I don't know who

turns red, when im so blue

no time for love im thinking bout the future

already had my heart torn sown up with the suture

to chill with me you'll need a mind as sharp as a diamond

then maybe then we can chill, but you'll still only be my friend

but lets make this crystal clear my dear

if you ain't here then ima disappear like fly gear

an that's why lady luck has given me a curse

scribbling outside the lines to get away I'll free a verse

sometimes I write to canalize a problem daily

I see them all at night will I solve em? maybe

an when I wanna collapse

or feeling like ima prolapse

I stop time an just flow raps

mind peaceful an free so laps

on the track are not needed

words on the spot pleaded

rapping about rape filthy or not filthy

rapping about guilt, guilty or not guilty?

for fuckin up this game not tryn to spill the

hidden truth like the FBI involved with Walt Disney

you can't touch me like you get the paper an cut

my territory purgatory stuck in a caper an rut

trying to win life's prize forget the consolation

I'll take world twirled by all this condensation

shining like the constellation through this concentration

I'll lose my mind in compensation for hip hops congregation.

who I am

my words are deep, but my minds aimless

don't know the world let alone what my name is ;P

check the dictionary an it means ruler of peace

does peace need ruling or should the ruling cease?

you wanna put the blame on me well go ahead blame this

still ima strive till greatness will arrive, not like lame kids

I don't fuck around, both types of bitches can't take me

this time watch my past as I decide to break free

learning that hating is easy loving is hard

looking for a pure heart im shoving the scarred

you mighta crossed me like Jesus I dress like a peasant

forget cash ima get rich chasing dreams in the present

I think outside of the box in this gift that I rap

pave paths to heaven spread wings lift an then map

a world where utopia is nothing, but cornucopia

blind healed thought fought free from myopia

my hommie said it's like they don't see past there noses

well then I guess im like Micheal Jackson with parabiosis

isn't that ironic?

not cuz that past statement was sardonic

but because of the plutonic

way minds can infect you chronic

I hope you comprehend the other lecherous

way brain can play vain turning treacherous

im not against the world, but I wanna start believing its fair

that's equal not for races, but all humans breathing the air

I ain't never gonna let no one tell me who I am

I have to cook an I clean an provide for my fam

I quit complaining though im becoming a man

following the beat like im drumming the plan

I don't mistake love for what it outghta be

I don't mistake love for what it oughta be

a heroic journey run by odyssey

she said she wants to stay friends

well ever since then I'd play ends

quotes of complication run in my lime head

stop this confrontation before im dead

I had her right next to me one night blushing

sat there staring not moving a tight rushing

hit my train of thought with all this subconscious!

I looked straight at what was before me straight nonsense!

A girl that belonged to another man! held a blank expression

Like just us two in the universe I told her my frank impression


yo,

"before I start writing in this rhyme book I wanna look back at all the time took
me an this journal built a relationship I love hip hop, writing lets frustration slip
it makes me thankful as I lay an write, I love the hate an drama all day an night"

feeling blank

Whats left? whats left...a common smile provoked by my action

Attention an laughter silently stolen and haunted by satisfaction

grind down, grind down on me

stare at the gray sky

today I

solemnly stole your courage playing through fray lie

lay down and ask you to agree

from a gray sky

how frustrating must your vision be?

listen we

should really split up quick an leave

forget tears I don't wanna be sick to grieve

your minds slow we know your just another hoe in the row

never thought girls could get this low with the flow

hating on me how am I not a rapper?

well tell me when before or after?

It doesn't matter fact

im leaving ghost like a cataract

hit Alice in wonderland witha mad hatter act

in life you hear the batter pact

guys see the pitch is to seize riches

got 3rd base glitches with these bitches

no lead equals no pencils claiming you hard

I don't have a point my aiming is barred

for starters I don't stab people I ghostly kill

through words of deception I mostly will

kill aspirin poisoned girls an roast the pill

frying brain cells I won't boast the skill

I ain't Ill im just depressed

sometimes I be stressed

from thoughts repressed

she played the game an shoulda reguessed

Im a human twister

an my minds a bruising blister

my lifes theme is a dream

through a scream an scheme

poetry + a cookie = my poem

this is another one of my poem raps peace.

I write this with poetic convalescence
The worlds righteous medic essence
hemophilic bloody bastard with money plastered mind muddy pastured in the roots of time with demon wings screaming things lined a gleaming contusion a blind fiend in illusion defined its a seeming obtrusion second chances passed to slow dances of victories romances my cupid inclined to throw lances!
We are not the same a million in difference ink boils my vain insignificance what will drive me to pursue wildly my soul that quietly floats by hells boats an swells quotes of other torturous victims scorcher thus dictums
Can only face you if you conceal your eyes heartless beating the race through the feel of your lies depleting the cries of my mind that trace through
I don't spit my body’s liquidness confiscated the breath
So I rain down looking upon you the one that contemplated a death
this pretense a rumor you'd think im an emo with a sense of humor
a ride of trial by error here we go my minds now a dense consumer
of vision long and breached too short in strife to see a grudge
an angel in hell that reached a court of life who? you be the judge

inspired by Radio Head: Paranoid Android

I think this one is better.

The good the bad and life

poem


you fly you see the sky to be

the sun it shines close by truly

your goals come clear perfect vision

these souls around you talk you listen

one dream of greatness

death is far from lateness

you yell in pain as well as slain

the night is dark the fight can spark

a fear no hope a tear to cope

give up give up no repetition

stabbed in the back by hatreds ambition

tricked from the start is failure your mission?

people walked around you they spin you sang

asking questions in gray color of yin an yang

gotta big plan you guessed it baby your right

really am fighting going crazy tonight

running the track, running a family, running insanity

calm breath holding composure my life's a stunning calamity.

bored.....

when facebook asks me what im doing I wanna say:

im sitting here typing with nothing to do,

ok I gotta life I was bluffing it's true,

I gotta do my homework raise my GPA,

get a car or steal one just like GTA,

don't know if I can mold my life, but clay might,

I need dough so I hustle in dark till daylight,

im not a slacker im just running out of motivation

feel slow for real though like there's no relation

everything is a blur I need some correlation

mind stuck in space in this lowly station

between action an thought

dam look at what distraction has brought

tripping slipping I now see traction I sought

ima stop procrastinatin erasing these schemes

of wasting time an start chasing my dreams

giving up makes you weaker an it can be a hollowing slash

I see some scared of their dreams so they're following cash...

Im on my own so here we go..............

dedicated to anyone who can relate...................



everyday is a resolution

a revolution

my conclusion of this world

a delusion i've been twirled

am I winning or losing?

feels like im spinning this choosing

making me tired breaking perspired

blatantly fired brazenly wired


Im on my own here we go!


common my vision blurry

bombing decision hurry

calm an im given worry

in my palm I envision thirty

enemies there all plotting against me

with bare arms I fight there weaponry deadly

eyes heavy an red im refusing to blink

im ready no dread never choosing to sink


Im on my own here we go!


But if anyone wants to face me the hour is here

Im not the average opponent that will cower in fear

If you knock me down I’ll get back up an keep on swinging

I’ll take all the pain an give it back I don’t care what your bringing

An it’s the people you care about that can make it the worst

Sometimes your cursed when they leave you an that’s when it hurts

But im learning an all my demons now I sever within

Learning to prevail from life now until forever again


Im on my own here we go............

.......

I thought that I found you

greeting dismay

that paradoxical mind intrigue's me

sneaking through day

im trying to hide from the ocean

seeking to stay

I fear I have to go

contemplation eating away

this fascination incantation

unexplainable unobtainable

how one moment we can live

we start to speak an give

each other such a change of glimpse

one moment your gone one moment your there

disappearing to the sky into the air

you think someone would care if you were to be here no more?

well I would an since I could you can leave here so soar

being your presence lets me ardor your done

because the more of you I get the farther I run

you got what you wanted

my mind you have haunted

an when seen quickly daunted

quiet emotions been taunted

its amazing how I see you in such fascination

that I took you through journeys in my imagination

we went many places and enjoyed many events

saw all of the awe that life daily presents

I see you through seconds and tomorrow will spry

I like you too much so this is my sorrow goodbye.